...this is my symphony

Now that this horrible year is behind me,
I feel like I have the space to work towards freeing myself of the undesirable parts that cropped up.
If I am brutally honest, I am not happy with who I was this year,
not happy with how I cowered behind the loads of stress,
not happy with my desires and indulgences,
not happy with my reactionary mindset, being so bothered by other people.

I want to turn over a new leaf,
and here is my manifesto for the next chunk of living.